The return of the wolf.

Salam..

Yeo wassup korg? Dah tersangat lama aku meninggalkan dunia blogging ni. Almaklumlah bz dgn study, ceh, macamla aktif sangat sebelum ni pon kan? haha. Tamatnya zaman study aku pada tanggal 16/12/2013. Selama 3 tahun. Last update kat sini satu hari sebelum aku sailing memburu 'seatime'. 

For these 2 years, lot of things changed, matters, personnel, even diri aku sendiri. Kalau dulu aku still student, still cadet which is usually named as next to dirt, kini bukan lagi. As for now i'm busy preparing my self for the next and final stage to become a certified sailor, and for those who did not know, yes, i'm a sailor-to-be and wannabe. 

Final stage maksud aku tu ialah oral dengan Marine Department, kat Port Klang, pada tanggal 27/12/2014, and that will be the last stage before becoming a certified sailor, and the start for a whole new level of my career, my dream, and my life. So guys, please wish me luck coz i'll be needing all the wishes, lucks, and miracles that i can get for this. 

Well, asalnye inilah blog aku yg pertama, the very first, but then aku terlupa password and akaun email untuk blog ni, (tak cek-na) haha then aku wujudkan pulak blog yg laen, pon aku dah lupa akaun dan passwordnya. Nak dijadikan cerita plak, aku cuba punya cuba godek-godek google uh nak recover password ape sume, then boleh terecover untuk blog yg ni. So i asked my self why not i just continue with this one? Coz in life usually we just gonna have to do the best with what we got. Kan? Okla der, next time.

LW

Keberangkatan~

Salam..hello u, sory la yek da lame tak update..extremely bz..maka mula dari tarikh ini, 16/9/2011, bermulalah pelayaran aku untuk mengumpul seatime, selama 6 bulan bermula dari tarikh ini. Kiralah yek. huhu. Homesick, excited, sedih, gembira, rindu, gusar, segala macam perasaan bercampur baur dalam satu masa..sehingga kita ketemu lagi yea. Doakan keselamatan sailing aku dan selamat pergi dan pulang..

Assalamualaikum..jaga diri elok2 yea, bye2.

Raya! Raya! Raya!

  Salam..hello kamu! Sehat? Amacam raya pertama hari ni?? ok kaa?? Haha excited beno sambut raye smpai hal org pon aku nak sibuk. Oh yea, berkenaan gambar2 yg aku cakap nak upload tu, gambar yg diamek dari Makkah dan Madinah, nanti lepas aku selesai tour raye(tour la sgtttt) haha nanti aku upload yea! Currently kat Greentown, Perak. Ngam2 plak umah stay ade lak wifi, mmg terbaek lah. Dapat jgak aku update blog aku yg best gaban nih an? haha

  Ermm..that's all la for now, ade cerita2 menarik nanti aku upload lg~ oh yea, Selamat Hari Raya yea? Maaf lah sebab blog aku nih best tahap gaban smpai kamu rase tertarik membacanya. bhahahahaa Raye tu raye jgak, safety first, Okeh?

P/S: Aku ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, semoga Syawal kali ini bukan lah syawal yg terakher buat kita semua. Ampun segala-gala~

Kepulangan~

  Salam..hello kawanku~ Sory2 agak lama aku tak update blog aku yg best gaban nih. Al maklumlah bulan ramadhan nih, banyak keja@persiapan raya yg perlu diselesaikan(bunyi mcm sakan sgt beraya an? xbley blah). Sakan tak sakan la beb memandangkan lepas nih tah bile plak aku boley beraya bersama keluarga terchenta, tahun lusa gamaknye. Itupun, ntah la labu..
  Mama kan baru balik dari umrah beberapa minggu lepas? Ha..ada aku sertakan gambar sket untuk kamu usha2, tapi setakat ni gambar yg diamek di Jordan la. Maap lah ye sempena raya ni jgak(hehe XD) pasal gambar tersangat2 la bnyaknye. So aku akan masuk kan sket2 demi sket setelah selesai ditapis oleh lembaga penapisan gambar Ibnuhamid. Insyaallah, aku update jgak nanti, sila-sila la jamu mata kamu yek~

 ~KLIA: baru nak bertolak

                                               

~JordanAirline: antara hidangan dalam airbus. nyum2x    

                                      

  

                                          ~Suasana pemandangan dari tepi jalan, dalam bas. 

                                           ~Bandar Jordan. Compact giler an? 

                                           ~makam Nabi Yusha' 

                                          ~makam Nabi Syuib. Kalaula aku dapat tgk depan mata. 

                                           ~Mama baru sampai ke laut Mati. Hari kedua nih 

                                           ~Pelancong dari Italy. Selamba badak jek dorang. haha 

                                           ~pakai lumpur sebagai sun-block

                                           ~terapung di laut mati. Real beb terapung mcm tu jek! 

                                           ~yg putih mcm kristal uh, garam uh. Padanla masin gaban.  

                                              tanah yg dilaknat tuhan.(kisah Nabi Luth)

                                           ~lawatan ke gua Ashabul Kahfi. (7 sleepers) 

                                           ~dalam gua Ashabul Kahfi. Sini la tempat hamba2 Allah tu ditidurkan.

Actually lawatan nih mama amek pakej sekali lawatan ke Jordan, tu yg melawat Jordan dulu ni. Gambar di Makkah Al Mukarramah dan madinah Al Munawwarah insyaalah aku akan upload lg. Lepas raya la kot. Kalau rajin, sebelum aku balik kampung. Haha! See u later yeah~ jgn lupa jenguk2 blog yg best gaban nih =P

Kepulangan yg dinanti~

   Holla~how are yah? sehat? Begitulah harap2 nye yek. almaklumlah ramadhan ni ade jek dugaannya, nak2 kawasan tempat tinggal aku nih plak antara yg terpanas suhunya di Malaysia. Sabor je la yeop~.
Settle solat jumaat ingt nak pekena cendol-oooppss, Puase der..haha. Sampai rumah ngadap lappy tersayang, usha2 aper yg patot. Girang hati aku hari ni. Menantikan kepulangan mama petang ni. Abg aku siap amek cuti. Papa siap semangat nak balik awal dari office hari ni katanya. Oh yeah! Lupe plak aku adek aku yg stdy kat Ipoh tu pun sampai Malam nih! Riuh la alamat umah malam ni. Haha Xsabar rasanya menanti kepulangan Mama dan adik.

  Hurmm. Baju ape aku nak pakai pergi airport petang ni nanti yea? Ade idea tak? Hurm. Oklah awak, selamat berpuasa hari ini yek? Juga hari-hari berikutnya lah =)

Alhamdulillah~

  Hello..assalamualaikum~agak lama plak rasanya aku tak mengupdate blog aku yg tersangat cool dan terbaek nih. bhaahahaha. Hurm, esok mama balik dari tanah suci. Alhamdulillah..lega hati aku mendengarnya. Soal apa yg dia bawa balik untuk kami sekeluarga tu aku tak kesah, yg penting dia selamat sampai disini dan alhamdulillah, mama sihat sepanjang berada disana dan berjaya melaksanakan ibadah umrah dgn jayanya. Alhamdulillah~moga segala doa yg dipanjatkan mama ke hadrat Ilahi semuanya diperkenankan oleh-NYA.

  Alhamdulillah, dekat fesbuk tu aku ada terjumpa satu group yg ahlinya semua sgt friendly dan bersemangat. Takdelah aku rasa kesunyian sgt walaupun boleh dikatakan segelintir sahaja antara mereka yg melayan aku bersembang di laman maya. Sedih memikirkannya kekadang. Tapi Alhamdulillah, tgk atau baca komen2 mereka bersembang sesama mereka pun cukup untuk buat aku tertawa sendirian. Aku tak sesekali nak menyalahkan takdir hidup aku yg sunyi wat ketika ini. Sebab ini jalan yg aku lalui. Lgpun, mungkin terlalu banyak kelemahan pada diri aku tak kesah lah dari segi rupa atau hal2 lain. Namun begitu Alhamdulillah, aku masih hidup dan bernafas.

  Alhamdulillah, aku dapat mengupdatekan blog aku yg sgt cool dan sgt ramai pengikutnya ni bhahahahaa (abah dia!) XD

Without you~

We touch I feel a rush
we clutch it isn't much
but it is enough to make me wonder what is in store for us
It is lust, it is torturous 
You must be a sorceress because you just
did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it will be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Because if I get burnt i will show you what is it like to hurt
Because I been treated like dirt before you
and love is 'evol'
Spell it backwards I will show you

It is EVIL

Nobody knows me, I am cold
Walk down this road all alone
It is no one's fault but my own
It is the path I have chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what so ever
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking bitch
Bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this?
I have tried in this department but I had no luck with this
It sucks but it is exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, I am some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on until you toy with my emotion, so it is over
It is like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
you take my breath away,
You're a supernova... and I am a...

I am a space bound rocket ship and your heart is the moon
 I am aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
 I am aiming right at you
Right at you

I do whatever it takes
When I am with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There is no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think
Gonna be that one and then once we get them it is never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do, feelings change
It is not a contest and I on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must have been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake

So after couple of months it is no longer me that you want
But I love you so much and it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I will blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I am trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it!
I am trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
Untill I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
 let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this,

 I would have done anything for you,
To show you how much I adored you,
But it is over now,
It is too late to save our love,
Just promise me you will think of me every time you look up in the sky and see the stars because i am..

I am a space bound rocket ship and your heart is the moon
and I am aiming right at you,
right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
 I am so lost without you..