Without you~

We touch I feel a rush
we clutch it isn't much
but it is enough to make me wonder what is in store for us
It is lust, it is torturous 
You must be a sorceress because you just
did the impossible
Gained my trust don't play games it will be dangerous
If you fuck me over
Because if I get burnt i will show you what is it like to hurt
Because I been treated like dirt before you
and love is 'evol'
Spell it backwards I will show you

It is EVIL

Nobody knows me, I am cold
Walk down this road all alone
It is no one's fault but my own
It is the path I have chosen to go
Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what so ever
Don't ask me why I have no love for these motherfucking bitch
Bloodsucking succubus, what the fuck is up with this?
I have tried in this department but I had no luck with this
It sucks but it is exactly what I thought it would be
Like trying to start over
I got a hole in my heart, I am some kind of emotional rollercoaster
Something I won't go on until you toy with my emotion, so it is over
It is like an explosion every time I hold you, I wasn't joking when I told you
you take my breath away,
You're a supernova... and I am a...

I am a space bound rocket ship and your heart is the moon
 I am aiming right at you
Right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
 I am aiming right at you
Right at you

I do whatever it takes
When I am with you I get the shakes
My body aches when I ain't
With you I have zero strength
There is no limit on how far I would go
No boundaries, no lengths
Why do we say that until we get that person that we think
Gonna be that one and then once we get them it is never the same?
You want them when they don't want you
Soon as they do, feelings change
It is not a contest and I on no conquest for no mate
I wasn't looking but I stumbled onto you must have been fate
But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take?
Let's cut to the chase
But a door shuts in your face
Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open
That I won't be making a mistake

So after couple of months it is no longer me that you want
But I love you so much and it hurts
Never mistreated you once
I poured my heart out to you
Let down my guard swear to god
I will blow my brains in your lap
Lay here and die in your arms
Drop to my knees and I'm pleading
I am trying to stop you from leaving
You won't even listen so fuck it!
I am trying to stop you from breathing
I put both hands on your throat
I sit on top of you squeezing
Untill I snap you neck like a Popsicle stick
Ain't no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house
 let you live
Tears stream down both of my cheeks
Then I let you just go and just give
before I put that gun to my temple
I told you this,

 I would have done anything for you,
To show you how much I adored you,
But it is over now,
It is too late to save our love,
Just promise me you will think of me every time you look up in the sky and see the stars because i am..

I am a space bound rocket ship and your heart is the moon
and I am aiming right at you,
right at you
250 thousand miles on a clear night in June
 I am so lost without you..